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https://magicseaweed.com/User/Profile/1566623/ http://shaboxes.com/author/okcupid/ https://www.inventive9.com/seo-audit/domain/loveawake.com https://okcupid.substack.com/p/are-you-neutering-your-man https://okcupid.substack.com/p/get-ready-get-setmidlife-dating http://beauhorn.com/forums/users/eharmony/ https://caxman.boc-group.eu/web/okcupid/home/-/blogs/how-to-know-if-he-s-really-interested https://caxman.boc-group.eu/web/okcupid/home/-/blogs/how-to-handle-the-not-so-great-men https://caxman.boc-group.eu/web/okcupid/home/-/blogs/where-are-all-the-great-men- http://thanhdoan.tphcm.gov.vn/web/okcupid/home/-/blogs/attract-him-with-the-five-senses-touch http://thanhdoan.tphcm.gov.vn/web/okcupid/home/-/blogs/is-your-stage-set-for-lov-1 http://thanhdoan.tphcm.gov.vn/web/okcupid/home/-/blogs/how-to-make-your-dating-better http://informprogram.nas.gov.ua/web/eharmony/home/-/blogs/online-dating-secrets http://informprogram.nas.gov.ua/web/eharmony/home/-/blogs/step-by-step-online-dating-guide I haven’t mentioned my job for a while. I think that’s because I’m not hating it anymore. I’m even starting to like it a bit. What happened? I got busy. It turns out that I like work if I’m busy. Even though I may not love the stuff that is keeping me busy, I am happy if I’m busy. But, I seem to be incapable of keeping myself busy—of “self-starting” my own projects. That’s funny, no? Because this diary/journal/blog is a completely optional activity that I find myself capable of devoting hours to every day. Hours, I tell you. On my lovely long train ride to NJ I spent almost the entire time writing. There was nothing painful about it. But, completing the academic papers that naturally derived from my dissertation? Cannot even lift a finger to get started. This is what I like to do—write stories, personal reflections, tales from the past. What I don’t like to do? Track down data, download data, pour though pages and pages of old code—no, wait, that stuff is ok. I like the gathering and processing of the data, it is the synthesizing, the thinking part I’m dreading. I’m dreading it so much that I haven’t even started the fun stuff. I suck. Someone, please tell me I have to do this. Or else.
